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My tally

This is a resumé*, a CV , but a resumé that I don't care about sending out toward the employment world. Nay, this is my attempt to "tallify" my life in a way I myself care about and the reason I am making it public is to make it possible for people out there to be inspired to do the same. Don't care to much about my categories, structure up your own if you need to - but if life is a game, or a set of games, be aware of which ones you are participating in, which ones you are doing well in and which ones you want to improve or leave behind. To come closer to playing GoG in a decent fashion I would imagine this is a crucial step.  But since this is by its very nature quite close to the region of private stuff I will strive to write in code and the actual content below won't likely be very interesting.  Anyhow. *    Birds  Boats: 5 (L, V, Z, F, R) FB: 6 (V, Z, L, F, H, R) HR: 4 (V, Z, H, R) Ownership: 1 (2022) Locations and visits  Addresses: 7 (S, T, K1, K2, ...

What just happened? - A psychedelic night mare and the decision to not be a child anymore

I'd like to start this project with telling you why I'm here. A new blog, in the English language no less and with a theme that is basically "no theme at all". I've been through my personal hell again, a psychological landscape with the caption " Monsieur Octobre" written all over it. I would truly consider myself back again, but who the heck knows at this point. My psyche is a mystery, some say it would benefit from getting the label "manodepressive" or "bipolar" stamped on it but I don't know.  I just don't know.  In any case, I feel much better now than what I did just a few weeks ago. In fact, the change has been so rapid it sometimes has been overwhelming and not just a little bit frightening to experience. With that said of course - mostly "the flip" has been such an amazing relief to receive. It feels almost literally like being released from a cage or a prison cell and suddenly, finally, seeing the sunlight a...